申请总结

看起来所有的一切会在这个周六宣告结束,我目前有95%的可能会从了UCF。

从2009年8月6日某时,正式决定重新踏入飞跃的行列,到2011年4月8日此时,作为一个还在工作者的人来说,的确是一段痛并快乐着的日子。

2009/08/06-2010/06/12:这个漫长而痛苦的日子,带给我的确是最好的回报,一个我都不敢相信的成绩,580+800+3.5,还有两个自己写的软件和自己做的n本手机电子书。

2010/06/13-2010/08/21:露出本性了,我居然开始打dota啦…故出现了第一个悲催的T成绩:30+27+17+24,对于一个口齿不清,ln不分的,还不肯改变、不愿联系、自视甚高的人来说,17不算尴尬。

2010/08/21-2010/11/13:这段日子最大的收获是去了趟扬州,而后是经历的T的二战,这也算是完整了我的人生之一吧。又一个不肯努力,又一个98分,24+27+19+28。这是我自己葬送了我仅存的CMU的可能吧。

2010/11/14-2011/01/15:用这样不长不短的时间完成了所有的材料准备和学校申请,顾质量下降的厉害了。这个就是虎头蛇尾的结局了。放弃了所有早于2011/1/1截至的学校,所以最终申请的学校数固定在了16所。

结局:

3ad:UCF,USFlorida,Wright State University

1wl:Wake Forest (CS MS)

8rej:CMU(MISM MS),Emory,IUB,ISU,Kansas State U,FSU,Miami,FIU

4pending:UFL,NEU,RPI,UMBC

UCF已有口头offer,拟从之,USF感觉搞到RA的可能性挺大的,不过不想等了,或许data mining on Bioinformatics 会比 data mining更有趣些。不管如何都是一个新的生活了,让别人来影响我,也让我去影响生活。

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Status Update

After deleting at least 200 spams, I reactivated this blog because Godaddy automatically renewed this domain and charged me at least 7$. So this blog will continue at least for another year.

Now comes to the end of my application. I am tired, and do not want to do anything related, just waiting, waiting and waiting.

I have applied 16 schools, and got 2 admissions and 4 rejects till now. After all, my first goal is to go out no matter what the school is. Although, during the application process, I began to find what I may  really want, I cannot change anything, and all what I can do is to wait.

I have lost all my materials collected during my gre and toefl preparation, what means that I will give up my plan to use this blog as a knowledge share blog, and maybe I will close it next year.

Good Luck, everyone!

——originally posted on ourgre.info——

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Plan 11.02 – 11/14

U should forget everything about GPA, Schools, Deadlines, Materials, PS, RL and CV.

Focus on Toefl-ibt first. Do your best to get a score that passes all requirements from varied schools.

all > 25, total > 105.

Fighting for your life. U should practice your oral English not for the exam but for the future life.

Memo:

Send all your transcripts to Joy before 11/20.

Finish the first version of PS before 11/30.

Finish all three/four recommendation letters before 11/30.

Manage to get the official score report of GRE and TOEFL.

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Progress

After a week of desperate, now I am a bit relieved. I have re-ignite my faith. After all, I have several advantages over others.

1. Master’s degree of SE : compared to those who has/will get a master’s degree in CS, I am weak in research. However, I can apply the ms program in CS. Furthermore, my programming skills is much stronger.

2. Intership in IBM : If I can contact Paulex, and he can promise to write recommendation letters for me, it is a big advantage. Experience with open souce community, no one else can get it. A vice president in Morgan Stanley may help me to apply the MIS.

3. work experience : Most students do not have work experience and even a master’s degree.

4. My graduate is 3.17/4.0 by WES, which seems not sooooo poor.

However, I should continue to choose school, finish my documents. and most importantly to find some matched professors to contact.

U can, so U can!

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PHD Students, To be or Not To be, that is a problem

Is it a right decision to apply for a PhD Degree? The following article may give u an answer. However, for me, it only aggravates my suspision on whether I can be a good PHD student who only cares more about scholarship and tuition than the real academic world.

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Notes On The PhD Degree

Last week at the department colloquium coffee hour, several students engaged the faculty in a discussion about our Ph.D. program. It became clear that many of the students did not understand the basics; they were surprised at some of the questions and confused by some of the answers.

These notes provide basic information about the purpose of a Ph.D. program in an attempt to help students decide whether to pursue a Ph.D. degree.


The Basics

A Doctor of Philosophy degree, abbreviated Ph.D., is the highest academic degree anyone can earn. Because earning a Ph.D. requires extended study and intense intellectual effort, less than one percent of the population attains the degree. Society shows respect for a person who holds a Ph.D. by addressing them with the title “Doctor”.

To earn a Ph.D., one must accomplish two things. First, one must master a specific subject completely. Second, one must extend the body of knowledge about that subject.

Mastering A Subject

To master a subject, a student searches the published literature to find and read everything that has been written about the subject. In scientific disciplines, a student begins by studying general reference works such as text books. Eventually, the student must also search scholarly journals, the publications that scientists use to exchange information and record reports of their scientific investigations.

Each university establishes general guidelines that a student must follow to earn a Ph.D. degree, and each college or department within a university sets specific standards by which it measures mastery of a subject. Usually, in preparing for Ph.D. work in a given field, a student must earn both a Bachelor’s and Master’s degree (or their equivalent) in that field or in a closely related field. To demonstrate complete mastery of the subject, a student may be required to complete additional graduate-level courses, maintain a high grade average, or take a battery of special examinations. In many institutions, students must do all three.

Because examinations given as part of a Ph.D. curriculum assess expert knowledge, they are created and evaluated by a committee of experts, each of whom holds a Ph.D. degree.

Extending Knowledge

The essence of a Ph.D., the aspect that distinguishes Ph.D. study from other academic work, can be summarized in a single word: research. To extend knowledge, one must explore, investigate, and contemplate. The scientific community uses the term research to capture the idea.

In scientific disciplines, research often implies experimentation, but research is more than mere experiments — it means interpretation and deep understanding. For Computer Scientists, research means searching to uncover the principles that underlie digital computation and communication. A researcher must discover new techniques that aid in building or using computational mechanisms. Researchers look for new abstractions, new approaches, new algorithms, new principles, or new mechanisms.

To complete a Ph.D., each student must present results from their research to the faculty in a lengthy, formal document called a dissertation (more popularly referred to as a thesis). The student must then submit their dissertation to the faculty and defend their work in an oral examination.

Relationship To Products

In some cases, the results of scientific research can be used to develop new products or improve those that exist. However, scientists do not use commercial success or potential commercial profits as a measure of their work; they conduct investigations to further human understanding and the body of knowledge humans have compiled. Often, the commercial benefits of scientific research are much greater in the long-term than in the short-term.

Research Activities

Computer Science research can include such diverse activities as designing and building new computer systems, proving mathematical theorems, writing computer software, measuring the performance of a computer system, using analytical tools to assess a design, or studying the errors programmers make as they build a large software system. Because a researcher chooses the activities appropriate to answer each question that arises in a research investigation, and because new questions arise as an investigation proceeds, research activities vary from project to project and over time in a single project. A researcher must be prepared to use a variety of approaches and tools.

A Few Questions To Ask

Many of you are trying to decide whether to pursue a Ph.D. degree. Here are a few questions you might ask yourself.

1. Do you want a research career?

Before enrolling in a Ph.D. program, you should carefully consider your long-term goals. Because earning a Ph.D. is training for research, you should ask yourself whether a research position is your long-term goal. If it is, a Ph.D. degree is the standard path to your chosen career (a few people have managed to obtain a research position without a Ph.D., but they are the exception, not the rule). If, however, you want a non-research career, a Ph.D. is definitely not for you.

2. Do you want an academic position?

A Ph.D. is the de facto “union card” for an academic position. Although it is possible to obtain an academic position without a Ph.D., the chances are low. Major universities (and most colleges) require each member of their faculty to hold a Ph.D. and to engage in research activities. Why? To insure that the faculty have sufficient expertise to teach advanced courses and to force faculty to remain current in their chosen field. The U.S. State Department diplomatic protocol ranks the title “professor” higher than the title “doctor”. It does so in recognition of academic requirements: most professors hold a Ph.D., but not all people who hold a Ph.D. degree are professors.

3. Do you have what it takes?

It is difficult for an individual to assess their own capabilities. The following guidelines and questions may be of help.

Intelligence:
In your college and graduate courses, were you closer to the top of your class or the bottom? How well did you do on the GRE or other standardized tests?
Time:
Are you prepared to tackle a project larger than any you have undertaken before? You must commit to multiple years of hard work. Are you willing to reduce or forego other activities?
Creativity:
Research discoveries often arise when one looks at old facts in a new way. Do you shine when solving problems? Do you like “brain teasers” and similar puzzles? Are you good at solving them? In school, did you find advanced mathematics enjoyable or difficult?
Intense curiosity:
Have you always been compelled to understand the world around you and to find out how things work? A natural curiosity makes research easier. Did you fulfill minimum requirements or explore further on your own?
Adaptability:
Most students are unprepared for Ph.D. study. They find it unexpectedly different than course work. Suddenly thrust into a world in which no one knows the answers, students sometimes flounder. Can you adapt to new ways of thinking? Can you tolerate searching for answers even when no one knows the precise questions?
Self-motivation:
By the time a student finishes an undergraduate education, they have become accustomed to receiving grades for each course each semester. In a Ph.D. program, work is not divided neatly into separate courses, professors do not partition tasks into little assignments, and the student does not receive a grade for each small step. Are you self-motivated enough to keep working toward a goal without day-to-day encouragement?
Competitiveness:
If you choose to enroll in a Ph.D. program, you will compete with others at the top. More important, once you graduate, your peers will include some of the brightest people in the world. You will be measured and judged in comparison to them. Are you willing to compete at the Ph.D. level?
Maturity:
Compared to coursework, which is carefully planned by a teacher, Ph.D. study has less structure. You will have more freedom to set your own goals, determine your daily schedule, and follow interesting ideas. Are you prepared to accept the responsibility that accompanies the additional freedoms? Your success or failure in Ph.D. research depends on it.
A few warnings:

Students sometimes enroll in a Ph.D. program for the wrong reasons. After a while, such students find that the requirements overwhelm them. Before starting one should realize that a Ph.D. is not:

Prestigious in itself
Almost everyone who has obtained a Ph.D. is proud of their efforts and the result. However, you should understand that once you graduate, you will work among a group of scientists who each hold a Ph.D. degree. (One faculty member used to chide arrogant graduate students by saying, “I don’t see why you think it’s such a great accomplishment — all my friends have a Ph.D!”).
A guarantee of respect for all your opinions
Many students believe that once they earn a Ph.D. people will automatically respect all their opinions. You will learn, however, that few people assume a Ph.D. in one subject automatically makes you an authority on others. It is especially true in the science communicaty; respect must be earned.
A goal in itself
A Ph.D. degree prepares you for research. If all you want is a diploma to hang on the wall, there are much easier ways to obtain one. After you graduate, you will have occasion to compare your record of accomplishment to those of other scientists. You will realize that what counts is the research work accumulated after a scientist finishes their formal education.
A job guarantee
When an economy slows, everyone can suffer. In fact, some companies reduce research before they reduce production, making Ph.D.s especially vulnerable. Furthermore, once a person earns a Ph.D., many companies will not hire that person for a non-research position. As in most professions, continued employment depends on continued performance.
A practical way to impress your family or friends
Your mother may be proud and excited when you enroll in a Ph.D. program. After all, she imagines that she will soon be able to brag about her child, “the doctor.” However, a desire to impress others is insufficient motivation for the effort required.
Something you can “try” to find out how smart you are
Sorry, but it just doesn’t work that way. Unless you make a total commitment, you will fail. You will need to work long hours, face many disappointments, stretch your mental capabilities, and learn to find order among apparently chaotic facts. Unless you have adopted the long-range goal of becoming a researcher, the day-to-day demands will wear you down. Standards will seem unnecessary high; rigor will seem unwarranted. If you only consider it a test, you will eventually walk away.
The only research topic you will ever pursue
Many students make the mistake of viewing their Ph.D. topic as a research area for life. They assume each researcher only works in one area, always pursues the same topic within that area, and always uses the same tools and approaches. Experienced researchers know that new questions arise constantly, and that old questions can become less interesting as time passes or new facts are discovered. The best people change topics and areas. It keeps them fresh and stimulates thinking. Plan to move on; prepare for change.
Easier than entering the work force
You will find that the path to successful completion of a Ph.D. becomes much steeper after you begin. The faculty impose constraints on your study, and do not permit unproductive students to remain in the program.
Better than the alternatives
For many students, a Ph.D. can be a curse. They must choose between being at the top among people who hold a Masters degree or being a mediocre researcher. The faculty sometimes advise students that they must choose between being “captain of the B team” or a “benchwarmer” on the A team. Everyone must decide what they want, and which profession will stimulate them most. But students should be realistic about their capabilities. If you really cannot determine where you stand, ask faculty members.
A way to make more money
While we haven’t heard any statistics for the past couple of years, graduate students used to estimate the “payoff” using the starting salaries of Ph.D. and M.S. positions, the average time required to obtain a Ph.D., the value of stock options, and current return on investments. For a period of at least five years that we know, the payoff was clearly negative. Suffice it to say that one must choose research because one loves it; a Ph.D. is not the optimum road to wealth.
The good news:

Despite all our warnings, we are proud that we earned Ph.D. degrees and proud of our research accomplishments. If you have the capability and interest, a research career can bring rewards unequaled in any other profession. You will meet and work with some of the brightest people on the planet. You will reach for ideas beyond your grasp, and in so doing extend your intellectual capabilities. You will solve problems that have not been solved before. You will explore concepts that have not been explored. You will uncover principles that change the way people use computers.

The joy of research:

A colleague summed up the way many researchers feel about their profession. When asked why he spent so many hours in the lab, he noted that the alternatives were to go home, where he would do the same things that millions of others were doing, or to work in his lab, where he could discover things that no other human had ever discovered. The smile on his face told the story: for him, working on research was sheer joy.

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振奋

Frankly speaking, I am tired and desperate especially when I got my undergraduate score yesterday. Overall GPA of 2.67 represented my four-years life at the university – Nothing! I even did not familiar with any teachers.

As a lazy man with a poor gap and no research experience,  I need to fight with all heart and soul for the last hope. After all, I can tell the school my gpa is 3.0 (77/100), and let them calculate themselves. Maybe they will only need the graduate gpa (3.2, 82/100). If so, I will not give these schools my undergraduate score.

Besides, I have a nice internship and 3 years of work experience. I have a solid programming ability.

I will try my best to apply now, to collect info, to get a higher score in  TOEFL, and to get an offer.

I will never give up, and do not consider of applying for a master degree from now on!

U can, as U can!!!

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意外

其实托福分数出来很久了,不过一直折腾,没有写博了。

总分98, Reading 30, Listening 27, Speaking 17, Writing 24

 

上半场发挥的相当好啊,可惜中场休息没有调整好,呵呵。其实还是口语太弱了,用短短的3天,每天小于3个小时的准备,就这样去考口语了,也算不错了。还别提考试时候的那句Fuck。My God.

1421+482的钱就这样从我的卡里飞到了ETS手中。大概还有几天我的复议就出来了,不过看情况是,没有什么办法能够突破23了。嘎嘎。

题目叫意外的原因有两个:

1. 本周突然才发现了MIS这样一个专业,看起来是如此的诱人,商院的,招CS背景的,GT要求高,不算要求工作经验,但是有了看起来更和商院的胃口吧。出来了可以继续做程序员,也可以做咨询,做研究。尽管咨询看起来不是我等外来务工人员可以搞的,不过总是有盼头啊。更何况UF也有这个专业。我要心神不定了。

2. 昨天早上无聊,刷了个考位,结果发现10.9 扬州有了,不过,只是小小的犹豫了下,就没有了。不知道今天啥情况了。

顺带继续推荐下 一亩三分田 吧,CS背景,热心,有偿和无偿的咨询。给我回了很长的邮件,申请CS这儿是一个宝地了。本周花了近两天的时间,把所有的博文翻了一遍,也就是在这儿挖出了MIS这样一个系统了。

 

Have Fun & Good Luck!

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links for 2010-09-01

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一战T

第一次考IBT,貌似还不错,希望能够有个95分+speaking 20 ,如果这样话,就不再考了。

考试时间太长,太累,碰到了阅读的经典加试,做的郁闷。

口语的时候,状态不错,不过有一个题目没有用完时间,然后悲剧了,下意识的咕噜了一句:fuck。呜呼,这个算是一个笑料了。

作文写的太搓,就好像灭有考过AW一样 ,写的四级作文。

佩服那些T n战的人,考一次就好像要挂掉一样了,sigh

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希望是最后一战了

Well,明天就要考ibt了,和考老托福一样,没有能够紧张起来,so也没有能够好好的复习,倒是请了3天的假。

阅读应该灭有啥问题了,我的考试状态一直很好,控制一下好了,希望和G一样爆个好人品吧。

听力的状态起伏太大了,平时容易走神,希望考试的时候能够focus一下,希望能够有平时好的状态,而不是那个爆差无比的逢猜必错的那种,就靠你了。

作文,记得上次考老t的时候,考前晚上还把题库过了一遍,模板准备了一下(我当时太邪恶了,先是在桌子上炒了所有的模板,然后还提早看了题目),这次,恩,考前准备好好练习一下游泳了。

口语,多么怀念快毕业时找工作的那种从容啊,一个电话过来说英语电面,给个固定电话就可以开始了。还有当时面对 manager Huang时那点睛之笔 “howeverI do not like music”. 淡定吧,说不上我说出来了就是25分了。

看样目标得降为 95了, sigh,28+25+20+25。

Well, not so bad, and U R the best.

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